Blocked By Darkness

The thought of nothing, empty - not full, The twisting pains of worries and lies, You were nice, but no answer, Your ways were quite happy and pure, But today -no answer. The light shone through you, But now nothing, You were always there, Not today, Or so it seems. The feeling within me, Kills me with thoughts of worries, Wondering what you would say, To my question, There could be two different answers. One could be positive, Nice, sweet, like you While the other could be the opposite, Mean, nasty and hurtful. I am prepared for both answers, Good or bad, Either way we will be together-as friends Or hate each other-as enemies, Right now, My head and heart is twisted, Bound together, Filled with hurt, Someday I will understand, But now, I will wait…