Within Me

My heart is booming, pounding,
The thought of it happening all over again,
Of my heart being broken,
I just can't take it,
It would rip me apart not to mention missing him,
And have it happen all over again.
Deep within me,
There's a feeling,
A feeling that I can't explain,
Every time I get within his grasp he pulls me down,
Deep inside me, I have to let this go,
And pour every drop of this feeling out,
Maybe, just maybe, he will listen to my beating,
Pounding,
Broken,
Roaring,
Heart within me.
And then he'll want to hold me,
Comfort me,
Until I fade away into darkness,
And never come back,
From my broken heart deep inside me.

Let Me Love You

Love will be the armor 
Protect us from the pain 
In our life, in our life. 
Even when the storm comes, 
We’ll stand out in the rain, 
Watch it slide, live inside. 

Here we stand against the world 
You and I we rock the lullaby 
Make me feel alive, cause the love will never day 
Me put you long one, 
Shot me down and we’re gone, 
Ain’t no need to worry, don’t call 911. 
Bang-bang, a lot of bang-bang, 
Shoot me with your love and got me feeling no pain. 
Kill it, kill it baby with your love even, bang bang, 
Baby, do it again. 

Standing face to face
Wrapped in your embrace

Never thought a train goin' any place could've changed my life
Never thought I'd say I could go insane, 'til I saw your eyes
And I had to take another look to know for sure


I don't wanna let you go
But you're already gone
Now you kiss my cheek
Soft and bittersweet
I can read it in your eyes

That you could be for real
You found an empty seat sittin' next to me
And I asked your name
Where you comin' from?
Where you headed to this Saturday?
'Cause I'm gonna be out on the town
As long as you are goin' there with me

Yeah and my head keeps spinnin'
You got me trippin'
There's something about the way you move
Yeah, every little single thing you do is like
One part angel and one part danger
But, oh, the kind of crazy I like
You got me losing my mind

Baby, this is our goodbye
Nothing more to say
Nothing left to break
I keep reaching out for you
Hoping you might stay

Nothing more to give
Nothing left to take
I keep reaching out for you
Reaching out for you

Gotta Have You

Why does everything seem more real?
More helpless, More in despair?
Our bodies just float in a place,
But where?
Do they make deals?
So that way they can go someplace better?
Why does everything in my world seem so real?
Not like they used to be?
Like the world is put on hold,
And I'm screaming on the outside,
Why can't they understand?
Why can't my mind be happy just this once?
I'm just a fool for what I've done,
Trying so hard to cover it up with my world of dreams,
But why does these feelings seem so real?
I can't seem to shake it,
I just gotta have you,
Because my world has shattered without you,
Like my body has left this world,
And floated to that other place,
Waiting for you.
I'm standing here, screaming on the outside,
Not knowing what they just cant understand,
My mind is in that place that never seems to be happy,
I'm a fool that's in love,
Who can't cover up what she's done,
Because I gotta have you.

I gotta have you,
Because ever since I saw you,
I fell in love with you.

To Be or Not To Be

To be or not to be,

That is the question of thee,

Whether it is wiser to let the mind suffer,

Or take arms up against a sea,

And by trying to end them?

To die: to sleep no more,

To end this all through a door to death,

The heart aches and pains,

For something that tis a consummation,

Desperately to be wished,

To die: to sleep, there’s an idea,

Perchance to dream, there’s something,

For in dreaming, death may come,

When we danced off this world,

They must give us the respect,

That makes the downfall of life so long,

It’s like we keep falling down the road of life,

It’s not a path that we want to belong,

For who can bear the pain of time?

The oppressors wrong,

The proudness of man smiles down upon us,

Pangs of wrongful love,

The insolence of authority,

That patient person, who is unworthy, takes

Takes whatever they want,

 And still leaves us feeling burdensome,

When he himself swiftly takes,

With a sharp dagger,

Who would burden such a soul as thee?

The country that’s burden is too hard to carry,

No traveller returns, this puzzles the mind and soul,

And makes us think twice,

About those pains we do have,

Is life truly worth living?

To be or not to be,

That is the question of thee,

Life has its pains and sorrows,

But it always has its tomorrows,

Live life not as a burden,

But as a blessing,

Does this make cowards of us all?

With this, life’s current turns awry,

And thus lost the name of action.

My Mind is Always Sunny

Dear love,
How I miss you,
But you need to push through,
Open your wings,
Like a Dove that sings,
I really want to talk to you,
But I keep thinking that you need to push through,
Push through all your pain and sorrow,
Because on the other end there is always a tomorrow.
Standing there, supporting you is me,
Because without you, My mind can't see,
Can't see what's right in front of it,
Like your slipping from my fingers,
Or your spirit stays and lingers.
I can't help it, I really miss you.
But I'm hoping that you'll push through.
And not forget about me,
Because without you, My mind can't see.
Only time will tell if you missed me too.

Love, What is It?

What is love?
Can anybody tell me?
Is love something that you just give to somebody?
Is it calling each other small nick names like honey?
I don't know what love is,
What I do know is that its something you cherish,
Something that you give your undivided attention,
Not something that slowly perishes,
Or something that is often question.
Love is everywhere,
Even inside there,
Inside your heart,
Inside your head,
Telling you not to fall apart,
Making your heart beat loudly,
And forcing your limbs to feel like lead,
Hold your head up proudly,
Cause eventually,
Love may come your way,
Are you ready?

Inner Words

When the sky is grey
And the clouds come out
Don't worry, I am here
Standing near the salt water bay
When you feel like crying,
Or even try dying,
Just know that I'm here.
Smiling,
Staring deeply into your eyes,
Wishing that you will stay,
With me at the bay
You drive me mad
Please keep me going crazy,
Keep me falling deeply,
Keep me going crazy, deeply, madly,
Madly in love with you,
Cause your all I think about when I'm alone,
So when your feeling low,
About to cry,
Try smiling,
Cause life without you will be unbearable,
It will make life worth while if you just smile.