Emotional

Twists, Turns,
My life out of control,
I feel so many feelings,
Some I just can't monitor,
They just come right out,
I had it with being different,
I had it with not being accepted,
Don't you see?
I maybe thirsting companionship,
And happiness,
But you can't just live alone,
I need someone to hold,
To kiss, To be with.
Don't you see?
I feel like this,
And you feel different,
Like you don't want me,
Like you were tainted, Damaged,
I had it trying to impress you,
I had it with trying to be your friend or more.
You never gave me reasons,
Never told me that you loved me,
So I say to you, Yes or no?
You lips are tempting,
But do not deserve to be touched,
Your clueless and so touched by darkness.