Deep Inside Me

The wind rustling,
 Trees shaking,
The leaves dancing as if they were taken over,
My face,
Pressed up against the glass,
Waiting to jump outside,
 I didn't know why but I stood there,
 Waiting,
The memories come flushing back,
Haunting me,
Twisting my brain as if it were stabbing me,
Over and over,
The memories of death,
I was terrified,
Afraid, that it might happen all over again,
The blood, I just couldnt bear it,
 That's why even though I wanted to, I couldn't go,
With the dancing leaves,
 lush grass,
And speckles of fresh hay,
 Those memories will haunt me,
Even though I can't do the things I love,
 Because it had been ripped away from me once,
 And I'm not going to make the same mistakes again,
Those memories will live on as a future reference to me,
 Because the person I loved, Died for me, Deep Inside Me

Paradise

Grass, Lush and green, Bushes, Trees, Blanketed the riverside, Water, It flows, Along with the trees, And crashes against the rocks, All of the animals, Peaceful, Thier differences lay arest, Trees, Full of anything you can eat, Laughter, Happiness, People putting away thier differences, Working together, Being together, Forever. Music, Dancing, Being happy, Will Last, Forever on this world, Called Paradise, Soothing, Happy, Fading away.

Feelings

Happiness, Loyalty, Things that shape us, Relationships, Sadness, It just happens, Friendship, We all thirst for it, It flows in our viens, like a river, Our childhood, Made for friendships, Peace, Happiness, All of us are hungry for, It leaves a great taste in our mouth, Like a moist piece of cake, The wars, No more, All they wanted... Peace, Happiness, Loyalty, Relationships, Friendships, These are the things that make us, Shape us, It just happens, Things we all grasp for, Feelings.

The Beast Within Me

Lonely, Quiet, Invisible, Hurting, Feeling as if I've been stabbed over and over, Being ignored, Undetectable, My hand, Reaching out, Trying to grasp, Hold onto the person inside of me, My mind winding, Twisting, Never again will my person come back, She vanished, Gone, A surge of pain, Rage, Came second, Pounding, Ripping my skin, Anger flooded my vision, Gone was the rage, My mind is fighting with the beast, Within me.

Happiness, Truth, & Love

Happiness is the key, According to me, Even the bees, Lovely, Isn'T he? Truth is the meaning, It is never Streaming, Always beaming, And is said with loads of meaning. Love is never gone, It is there and so on, We keep creeping upon, And thirst it so we carry on.

Love

Warm feelings, My fingers tingling, My face hot to the touch, Heart, feeling as if it is going to leap out of me, Everyone wondering, Are you okay? Moments, I feel like this are all warm and fuzzy, But not mushy, When he stares into my eyes, I feel a connection, One unlike any other, Is it love? Love is a myth, It doesnt exsist! Does it? His hand comes to mine, He leans in, His smell, Crisp and clean, Touching my cheek, He comes closer, Then gives me a kiss, Love actually does exsist! A good feeling to have!

19 Minutes-School Shooting

A foul smell, Of Blood, Guns, Tears, People squrming to get free, Everyone in a panic, I am frightened, The guns went off, BOOM! Bodies falling side by side, Asking to be saved, He left, Carring that thing, The halls once alive, now ,lies empty, I stood there, Confused, There he came, With the gun, He put it to my head, then his, Pulled the trigger, Everything was over, I was ready, For the shot, That went right through me.

What If

What if I could love you? What if we could be together? What if you left me? What if we stay friends? What if we could achieve anything? What if..... What if, is all we could say? What ifs are just thoughts, Just memories and thiking patterns, They're not real, What if I could love you? What if you asked me out? What if we could just be friends? What if...... We could stop with the what ifs? Stop with the broken thoughts? Start with the truths? What if I falling love with you? What if you hate me for doing so? What if all you could say is nothing? What if.......

Questions Upon Marriage

Standing at the alter, Wondering if I really love this person, Thinking if I could do this, Spending my life with this person, All I have to say is a simple anwser. Walking do the hall, Tsking deep breaths, Still wondering if he really loves me, I got to the alter, A million eyes upon me, Waiting for the simple anwser. "I do" He looks deeply into my eyes, They sparkle a little, A million sets of eyes upon me, Staring, Wanting me to anwser him, I hesitated, The with heart felt expressions spoke, The words came like flowing rivers, Then he leaned in and kissed me.

The Window Pane

Frost tainted the windoows, Snow falling, Wanting to go, But something stopped me, I am waiting, My hands reached for them, For the snow flakes, Trying to reach out and touch them, But there is glass in the way, Now wind begins to blow them, Making them dance and sparkle, Coating everything in its path like diamonds, Making the once called forest a winterwonderland, Everything sparkled, Soon it disappeared, Everything, It changed. The winter scene, That once was upon me, faded, Just a window pane stood still, The glass shined, I just stared, Endlessly.