Special

Maybe its time for me to stare  in your eyes,
And stop trying to cover up all of my lies,
This aint a soap opera,
This is real life trying to get by,
Staring into your eyes wont catch me when I fall,
This is not a fairy tale at all,
Couples have troubles and ours isnt something special,
I've tried so hard to please you
But its like something hard that gets pushed through
My walls that I recently put up.
Let me fall and be there to catch me,
Cause this fog is getting harder and harder to see,
Be nice to me and treat me like you wanted to be,
Talk to me and actually have a conversation with me,
Instead of saying hello and then nothing else,
Make me fall in love with you all over again.
Because right now I am at a dead end.

Maybe its time to kiss you one last time,
Maybe its time to keep you here with me,
I'll stop hiding my lies,
If you only take my had for the last time,
And promise to be all mine.

Should Have Kissed You

My mind keeps playing you,
Over and over in my head,
I question it "What should I do?"
My feet feel like pieces of lead,
Whenever you come my way,
I stare deeply and want to say
But I couldn't speak
I just froze there,
Staring at the creek,
Noticing the landscape is bare,
What if I leaned in?
And kissed you?
What would you want to do?
I replay it over and over,
I should have kissed you.
And do what I had to do to get you.
Now today,
My mind starts to play
Over and over I thought about you,
In the middle of the day,
I went up to you
And thought "This is my day to kiss you"

I Won't Give Up

When the sky turns grey,
When clouds cover the sun,
When your feelings aren't making your day,
I'll be there for you.
Through all of the darkness,
And all of the sorrow,
When your feeling like there's no tomorrow,
I won't give up on you.

When your standing on the edge,
And you don't like the view,
The love will never change,
Cause I won't give up on you.
When your standing all alone,
And you don't know what else to do,
But try running from it
Or try blending into,
You know that I won't give up on you.

When you feel like giving up,
And there's nothing left to do,
But taking your life through ODing,
There's one person
Standing in the way
Saying "I won't give up on you"