Wednesday 26 December 2012

I've Never Felt This

I've never felt this way,
You are the one that I've been thinking about all day,
I think about what if you liked me,
What if you found me loving,
Daring
I know that sometimes I can't control myself
But what if you liked me?
What would you say if I said that I loved you?
Would that change your mind?
Can I be yours to hold?
Am I being too bold?
I just keep thinking about what if we came together,
Acted silly just for a moment,
Just be ourselves,
Like nobody's watching,
What if you loved me?
I would never stop smiling

I've never felt this way,
You're the only one that I think about all day
Its killing me,
All I want to be,
Is held,
Cherished,
And believed in,
All I ever wanted
Is to be yours

Thursday 20 December 2012

Nobody Compares By One Direction With Samantha Belanger


You're so pretty when you cry, when you cry
Wasn't ready to hear you say goodbye
Now you're tearing me apart, tearing me apart
You're tearing me apart
I gave you wings,
You trip while flying,
I pull you up,
With every ounce of strength,
Your voice sings,
It carries you,
Makes you wanna fly,
Without delay,
Even today,
You never want to die.
You're so London, your own style, your own style
And together we're so good, so boy
Why are you tearing me apart, tearing me apart?
You're tearing me apart

When you love,
You Cherish,
When you mess up,
You Perish,
Whatever you do,
You never fall short,
However you make it,
I believe in you with astonishing support.
Did I do something stupid, yeah boy, if I blew it
Just tell me what I did, let's work through it
There's got to be some way to get you to want me
Like before

Cause no one ever looked so good
In a mess and it hurts, cause I know you won't be mine tonight
No one ever makes me feel like you do when you smile
Baby, tell me how to make it right

Now all of my friends say it's not really worth it
But even if that's true
No one in the world could stop me from not moving on baby even if I wanted to,
Nobody compares to you

When you pass by,
Your head is always held up high,
Whenever your mad,
Your face looks sad,
Your voice, a battle cry,
We're so Paris when we kissed, when we kissed
I remember the taste of your Chopstick
Now you're tearing up my heart, tearing up my heart
You're tearing up my heart

Did I do something stupid, yeah boy, if I blew it
Just tell me what I did, let's work through it
There's got to be some way to get you to want me
Like before

Cause no one ever looked so good
In a mess and it hurts, cause I know you won't be mine tonight
No one ever makes me feel, like you do when you smile
Baby, tell me how to make it right

Now all of my friends say it's not really worth it
But even if that's true
No one in the world could stop me from not moving on baby, even if I wanted to
Nobody compares to you

Tuesday 18 December 2012

Inner Human

Some days I feel lonely,
Most weeks invisible,
Many months, gone.
I just can't figure out why
Most people have their friends,
While I have two.
Many have their parents,
Mine just don't get me,
You may think that I'm happy,
That's just a smile painted on,
I try so hard to be like you,
To be something that I know I can't be,
I know that your parents help you,
But mine don't get me, its true.

Some days I feel Lonely,
Most weeks, invisible.
Disappearing into darkness,
I'm done with being this way,
I'm done with everything,
I just want to be safe,
To feel loved.
Can't anyone understand it?
All I ever wanted was to be loved,
To have friends, (More than two)
To have parents that get me
That supports me,
Most of all, I want to be myself,
And not be something that I know I can't be.

Tuesday 4 December 2012

Changed My Mind

What do I have to do?
I know that this shouldn't have happened,
To you,
But what else is there left to do?
If I could have went back,
Could have stopped and see what your saying,
Then you maybe I would have changed my mind.

Should I say what I'm thinking?
Or just walk away?
My mind is spinning out of control
I don't know which way is left or right.
You're always on my mind,
I should have stopped and see what you're saying,
I should have went back for you,
If only I could change my mind.

Baby I'm sorry for letting you go,
You were something special,
You meant something to me.
Like water flowing in one direction,
Like the wind
I shouldn't have let you go
If only....
I changed my mind. 

Monday 3 December 2012

Tearin Me Up

I wish that you loved me,
What will it take to for me to prove to you,
What will I have to do to,
I wish that I can get you
To love me again.
Everyday that I spent is a day wasted,
Like a season that is never tasted.
You're just tearing me up,
Inside and out.
I just can't take it anymore,
I gotta see you,
But when I do, its too late,
You're with somebody new,
I just couldn't bare it,
I knew that you might have moved on
Leaving me behind and you pushing on.

The thought of you is too great,
You say that I might hate,
You for moving on without me,
But I'll tell you something,
I don't hate you.
Even though I am very much in love with you,
I just miss you,
Tearing me up
Inside and out,
By letting me miss you