My Respect

Some say that respect is earned,
Mine is simple.
I follow nobody that wants to hurt me,
That doesn't leave me be,
That makes my tears fall into my cup of morning tea.
The thing is,
My respect will be given to you,
Regardless
It will hurt me if you miss use it,
Or abuse it,
Split it with fits
I am me,
Don't try to change me,
Leave me be,
Please don't hurt me

Some say that respect is earned,
Mine is simple,
I will give it to you,
If you just let me be me,
Don't let me go through you,
Cause if I do,
My respect will leave you,
Don't you see?
If you don;t see,
Then leave me be.

Savages

People don’t realize it,

They see it every day.

What if you were stranded on an uncivilized nation?

What if you started changing?

Your sense of right and wrong; gone.

What then will you be?

I’ll tell you.

That world that you left behind will move on,

Civilized nations move on,

But you, you will not,

Cause your stranded on this island,

That will take your civilized mind away,

Then your instincts take over.

You won’t realize it until you look in a mirror,

Your mind slowly twists itself and molds itself,

The only sanity that you will have,

Is about the equivalent of what you’ll become.

People don’t realize it until they are gone,

Their mind switches off from what they once were,

And turned on to what they don’t want to become,

Savages

The savage mind takes control,

And once in control,

All of what was bad turns good

All of what was good turns bad,

In the eyes of the beholder,

Civilization dies off in the mind,

Savagery takes over,

It is only then that people know what they become.

Only in time can civil minds come back in a civil world,

Or all is lost and savagery wins.

I Know What I Did Was Wrong

What have I done?

All these troubles,

Flutter my mind,

I can’t help it,

What I’ve done to deserve this,

I know that it wasn’t the best thing,

Still, I don’t feel any better.

The innocence of the mind,

Shocks me with guilt,

My conscious keeps telling me that everything will be okay,

Okay, how?

I’ve done this horrendous crime,

And yet,

I feel nothing but guilt.

I know what I did was wrong,

I just can’t face the consequences.

And yet, when I look down at my perfection,

I see something scary.

All bloody and mangled,

Like he was asking for it to happen.

I know I lost control,

My sense of right and wrong,

I just pulled the trigger,

And he stopped moving.

My guilt over whelms me,

I know what I did,

It’s killing me right now.

Your Reflection

When you look up at the sky,
There are shooting stars passing by,
You're all I see in these places,
You're all I see within these faces,
Your reflection matches mine
When I look up in the night sky,
My heart is freaking out,
Pumping and beating,
This sounds so beautiful,
Shooting stars passing by,
Dancing in the sky,
Like tiny diamonds,
Twinkling in place,
Reflecting on your face.

Your reflection matches mine,
Sometimes it's hard to see whats mine,
I try so hard to reach out and grab you,
But all I do is reach up for the sky,
Trying so hard to speak to you
And say something before you go,
I pause for minutes, it seems so long,
Trying so hard to say "I love you".

When you look up at the sky,
There's shooting stars passing by,
You're all I see in these places,
You're all I see in these faces.

The Road

I am lonely,
I seek happiness,
My life is a mess,
My heart aches,
I look desperate, right?
I don't care, As long as your happy.
I will be.
Today may seem like no,
Yesterday is a new day though,
Friends or not,
Just to let you know,
You, Me, It can't be,
We might work out,
Or maybe not.
Look, The day's young,
Give it time,
Time to learn each other,
What I feel towards you
Are strong enough,
They lack no knowledge, On you,
I love you, But, It's not only that,
Cause I want to get to know you,
That's why I want to talk to you,
Have fun wherever you go!

Cage

Do you feel trapped?
Locked up in a cage?
Slipping away between the cracks?
The space around me, Tight, Rid git, Like a cell,
I have no freedom.
I know what is wrong,
Yet, I am impulsed to do it,
The need, Want, Consumes my inner thoughts.
I lost sight on somethings, And you...
You consumed me, Swallowed me,
I feel caged, When your gone.
And free when your here.
Without you, There's no me.
We are balanced scales. You can't have one without the other.
Do you feel uneasy? I know I do.
I know what is wrong, But with you it makes things right.
You unleashed me, Consumed my old self,
And replaced it with a new,
Without you, Comes the cage.

Emotional

Twists, Turns,
My life out of control,
I feel so many feelings,
Some I just can't monitor,
They just come right out,
I had it with being different,
I had it with not being accepted,
Don't you see?
I maybe thirsting companionship,
And happiness,
But you can't just live alone,
I need someone to hold,
To kiss, To be with.
Don't you see?
I feel like this,
And you feel different,
Like you don't want me,
Like you were tainted, Damaged,
I had it trying to impress you,
I had it with trying to be your friend or more.
You never gave me reasons,
Never told me that you loved me,
So I say to you, Yes or no?
You lips are tempting,
But do not deserve to be touched,
Your clueless and so touched by darkness.

Life

Life, What is it?
Is it connections? Simple grass and flowers?
No!
Most view it as "Whatever",
It is much more, You live, Breathe,
Animals live, Breathe,
Many disregard it,
Don't care.
Life is deep,
A force,
A love,
An inner self,
A secret side in which I hide,
My eyes are bound open,
Open to creation, Open to creation,
The world around me-Shattered.
Every wrong decision,
Wrong path,
Wrong road,
Is always difficult to overcome, To spot,
Love is never the same,
With twists, Turns,
It hurts.
Life is never the same,
Hard, Difficult,
Every movement defines you, Me,
Everyone.
The thought of being hurt,
Being alone scares me,
A lover, meant for you,
Me, everyone.
Love is meant for life,
A filling,  A need, To survive, To live.
Twists, Turns, And steep hills,
Make life a lot more fun,
Is it a connection?
Is it simply grass and flowers?
No!
Life is deep, A road filled with wonders,
With love, It is never the same.

Bright

The sun rises,
The moon falls,
Day wakes up,
Night covers up.
Sunshine bursts through, Peeks at me,
You, The shadows put to sleep.
Rays of light, Gives peeps,
To utter beauty,
Gives us a glimpse of you,
Your inner soul, Some what shocking,
Beauty shines through, Light gives a brightness to you,
Something that shines through,
Man, Do I love you,
Your soul and everything, In between too.
Even when you're blue, I stand there with you,
The sun rises, The moon falls,
And standing there is you,
Man, Do I love you,
It drives me crazy, Sometimes picking daisies.

Beautiful Liar

Liars beg to stay,
Here, There I think,
The water high at the bay,
Wind blows making me blink,
All night and Day.
The light reflects off of the racks,
River banks shake and dance,
I stand here staring,
Your on your knees, Begging Please!
Shake my hand,
Thinking why are you here?
Staring at my eyes,
Your hands pressed together,
Begging Please, Take me...
Tears roll down my cheeks,
Moonlight hits him,
Strikes him with beauty,
Speechless, I fell to his level,
Screaming Liar! Liar!
Tears streaming, His hand reaching out,
I buried my face in his chest, The bay twinkled,
His eyes dazzled,
"Please never let me go-my beautiful liar".

Changes

Each pedal, Neat, Smooth, Soft,
Filled with Colour.
The colours, Radiating, Sparkling,
They never seemed to stop.
Clouds, Soft, White, Fluffy like cotton balls,
Each blade, So sharp, So smooth, So green,
And the air, So hot, So Humid, Nice,
The wind, Breezes,
Toys with the blades,
Swirls with the clouds,
Dances with the pedals,
They pick up, Merge.
As one, Tears washed away the leftovers,
Cleaned them, Gave hope,
Happiness, A sense of belong.
Everything so perfect,
The clouds swirling together, Merging...
Changing, A new, Lovely strange thing,
Prances, Across the clouds, On the blades,
Rising the pedals, The air, Heat no more,
Humid and poor, Bitter, Shear, Tidal force wind blows,
Across the skies, Across the blades,
Across my face, Which lost its glow.

The Darkest Secret

Being new,
Its no fun,
People staring,
Secretly pointing at you,
Waiting for you to do something funny,
Being bullied,
It's now fun either.
People pushing you,
Hurting you,
Pranking you,
Eventually you get used to it.
Until somebody reaches out,
Lifts you up from this pain,
Suddenly your not ignored,
You're not hiding anymore,
You're not invisible,
People notice you.
Your darkest secret could be that you wanted to be liked.
Not hidden, Beaten,
Or even out of sight,
Because I know that this was my darkest secret,
Is it yours?

Red Pandas

Red, Fizzy,
Cute, and Cuddly,
Full of energy,
Sleeping during the day,
Up and moving by night,
Hunters come,
And go,
Starving everyday,
Finding food to make us full,
Humans,
Mean, Cruel,
Cutting down our home,
We have nowhere else to go,
We are striving to survive,
Finding a new home,
A new piece of food to eat,
A new place to hide from predators,
Slowly we are adopting,
It's the young ones now,
That we have to worry about,
Teaching them slowly,
How to survive their new world and surroundings.

These Three Things

Sleek, Wise, Happy,
These three things,
I thirst for sleekness,
I hunger for happiness,
I need wisdom.
What you thirst for is gone,
When your hunger for is empty,
Where you no longer need wisdom,
These three things,
I take pride in,
Now gone, forever.
You no longer thirst for sleekness,
You no longer hunger for happiness,
You no longer need wisdom,
For these three things, are gone now,
And could never get back,
Fighting to get them back,
From inside me,
I once had these three things,
I am fighting to get them back,
Behind the cracks,
That slipped away, Once before.

Eyes Made of Ice

You didn't care,
You never did,
I knew that I was stupid,
For liking you,
You hurt me with your verbal words,
Everything was right,
Until the emotions set in,
I cried for what you said,
Every night,
You broke my heart,
Stabbed me with your icy cold eyes,
I always knew you were cold hearted,
You didn't care,
You never did,
Now you just point and stare,
Not knowing how I felt,
You killed me with your icy cold eyes,
You didn't care,
About anything,
You know what?
Your not worth fighting for,
Or even loving anymore.
Because you don't care, you never did,
I know that I was stupid for liking you and falling hard.

Winter Wonderland

Ice everywhere,
Clung to everything,
Shinning,
Sparkling,
Like a million diamonds,
The snow,
Smooth,
Soft,
Fluffy,
Good for playing,
Put them together,
The trees covered with diamonds,
The grass from before put to sleep,
With a blanket of snow,
The water, able to dance on,
Skate on,
Formed by icy air,
Crystals make it glamorous,
Breath taking,
My winter wonderland,
Its like that,
Special, cool, amazing, beautiful.
So come, enjoy yourself,
You see it everyday,
A winter wonderland.

Colours

Blue ocean waters,
Red spring poppies,
Yellow bright sun,
Green grass freshly cut,
Purple walls when painted,
Opens up a room,
There are millions of colours,
But what would happen if they all went away?
Everything blinded,
Our eye colours erased,
Would we be happy?
Or just sad?
Colours are creations,
Made by a master worker,
They define things,
Makes us see better.
We need them,
Or else we would feel depressed.
And stressed,
Colours define us,
And our minds,
That's why the master made them,
Although colours are wonderful to see,
They are the best creation that was ever made

Random things

Creation,
Brings life
Or
Puts it out
Something so beautiful,
Or so deadly.
Music rings,
Plays in my ears,
So smooth,
So cheerful,
So happy.
Death brings tears to your eyes,
Sorrow,
It's like a stake that plunged into your heart,
It brings nothing but unhappiness.
Random things,
We just think,
Of random things,
Not knowing whats going to happen,
If we are going to see each other,
Ever,
We think about random things,
And nothing else.

Within Me

My heart is booming, pounding,
The thought of it happening all over again,
Of my heart being broken,
I just can't take it,
It would rip me apart not to mention missing him,
And have it happen all over again.
Deep within me,
There's a feeling,
A feeling that I can't explain,
Every time I get within his grasp he pulls me down,
Deep inside me, I have to let this go,
And pour every drop of this feeling out,
Maybe, just maybe, he will listen to my beating,
Pounding,
Broken,
Roaring,
Heart within me.
And then he'll want to hold me,
Comfort me,
Until I fade away into darkness,
And never come back,
From my broken heart deep inside me.