Friday 21 June 2013

Accepted

Everybody has a place to go,
Wherever it is, high or low,
Everybody has this feeling of belong,
They stand up together in song,
I can't shake this feeling,
I can't manage to be who I want to be,
Shrinking my soul by the absence of eating,
All I want to be is me.

Everybody has people who loves them,
Wherever they go,
However they feel,
They stick together,
I can't shake this feeling,
I'm hiding who I want to be,
Shrinking myself to the point of starvation,
This is just who I am.

Do they notice what they are doing to me?
I can't bare to look at myself anymore,
I just focus more on how they see me on the ouside,
I can only do this
To a tolerable degree.

Everybody has a place to go,
Wherever it is, high or low,
Everybody has this feeling of belong,
They stand up together in song,
I cant bare it anymore,
I want to be who I want to be,
This is something that I kept running for,
All I want to be is me. 

Wednesday 5 June 2013

Pain Hurts The Mind

Pain,
Twists like a driven nail,
It turns,
Digs deeper,
With each step you take,
It hurts,
But drives deeper with each meaning,
Hurt, each expression gone,
The tale is done,
But the feelings still there,
Emotions drive deep through,
The ages.
Many gone,
Many alive,
Feelings hurt either way,
Friends or foes,
They were together,
They liked eachother,
They paid for it.
Pain,
It hurts,
Like a driven nail through my heart,
Your heart,
Friendships formed,
Are broken,
Pain hurts,
The tales come and go,
Emotions stay,
They never leave.